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[tenminutes]

I'm starting to really hate this thing.

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Are you still hanging out because of the virus or am I getting the normal even-bigger-idiot right now?

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[wishingpink.livejournal.com]

[Because she remembers too and now really, really wishes she could help.]

Oh sweetie.

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[tenminutes]

That kind of stuff can't actually happen.

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[wishingpink.livejournal.com]

[Well...it can...but not to everyone.]

Is it easier to know that you got to save them once? Virus or not, that kind of a wish really tells a lot about a person.

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[tenminutes]

That I would if I could, but I can't. I can't save them and this thing just decided it'd show me what I can't be.

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[wishingpink.livejournal.com]

Yuri.

[She shakes her head. This place was such a double edged sword sometimes.]

Can't be? Honey, it showed what I already know you are. Yes it was really painful and if I knew who did there'd be no rule that can stop me from showing a them a piece of my mind! It showed you're a caring person, to caring if that's possible...and I'm glad I got to see and remember all those nice time with you as my god kid.

Your friends here can call it 'fake' all they want, but it wasn't. Don't think that, okay?

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[tenminutes]

[ Yuri takes a deep breath, putting one hand up to her face momentarily. She knows she can get really unstable sometimes and she's trying to stop that so she can be a good leader and not have people worry about her as much. ]

It might not have been fake for that person... but that person wasn't me. That person is what I could've been. Whether that person is real or not, those memories aren't mine and those things that made me into the person I was then never happened.

I have to remain here with my memories of my life and death because every single one of those made me who I am, and no matter how painful it is, I can't give that up. If I give that up, then it's only an insult to them.

It may have been real while it happened, but it wasn't my life that I was living then, Wanda.

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[wishingpink.livejournal.com]

Those memories are part of you now and they're effecting you. They might even give you something to go with in the future.

That sounds pretty close to real to me.

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[tenminutes]

Wanda, I can't have a future like that. After I defeat God, I'll probably stop existing. I can't even let myself be happy now because if I do, I might disappear before I'm able to do anything for them.

All I have is my past.

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[wishingpink.livejournal.com]

Now that's not entirely true. You can't stop existing, no matter what happens. Not completely.

You have your past and for a moment, you got to be happy without worrying. Just remember that. And you don't have to remember it happily...just be...nostalgic. It's not the same thing.

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[deadlydoctor.livejournal.com]

I'm with you on that.

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What'd it do to you?

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[deadlydoctor.livejournal.com]

This! [he gestures to his whole body.] It changed my looks completely. I look hideous.

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[tenminutes]

If that's the worst of your problems, then I'd just take it and deal with it until this is over.

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[deadlydoctor.livejournal.com]

The worst of my problem is that I look like someone my kind will kill on sight.

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[tenminutes]

I guess that's pretty bad. I'm already dead, so I don't have to worry about things like that.

What's your name?

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[deadlydoctor.livejournal.com]

[OH?] You are a zombie?

Knock Out. And you, miss?

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[tenminutes]

No, just normal dead. I'm in an afterlife right now. I'm not rotting, I've still got a brain, I can still feel pain, but I can't get sick and I can't die-- already dead, so that'd be a little repetitive. You could cut my hand off and it'd grow back though. It makes papercuts absolutely no problem, but I have worry about disappearing because if I get satisfied, I'll disappear and my soul will get reincarnated to be someone else completely.

Yuri Nakamura! Yurippe's okay too.

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[lovescowtits.livejournal.com]

[Oh...? Looks like she's back to normal.]

No- my virus hasn't ended yet. I'm still around.

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.....How are you holding up?

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Peachy.

You were right, I was wrong. Happy?

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[lovescowtits.livejournal.com]

...

....If I could, I'd punch you in the same way you hit me for thinking I was happy about this.

All I tried to do was warn you, because I knew you were going to get hurt.

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[tenminutes]

[ She would point out the double-standard with guys hitting girls, but she's not really in the mood to joke around right now. ]

Worldhop over and hit me then, being pissed at you will feel a lot better than sitting around thinking about what happened.

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[lovescowtits.livejournal.com]

[Bam! Golden butterflies mode! And now Battler has materialized in front of Yuri in... whatever room she's in.

He quickly stormed over to her, even looking like he was going to hit her but then-... pulled her into a hug.]

I'll help you stop thinking about it.

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[tenminutes]

[ If only it were that easy. After a few seconds of shock, Yuri puts both of her hands on his chest and pushes back. ]

Get off!

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[lovescowtits.livejournal.com]

[NOPE HE'S NOT MOVING! Holds her tighter even.]

It's okay Yuri... I know what it feels like, to have them there but then they're gone yet again.

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[tenminutes]

Stop it, I don't want some kind of weird emotional boning thing! I was apologizing because I yelled at you and made you hurt yourself trying to prove me wrong! That's it!

[ Have a really hard punch to the gut. Not as hard as it could be since she doesn't have distance to build it up, but she's trying. ]