[ .. There's surprise for a moment when her hand is grabbed, enough for the deadpan and lineface to actually slip for a slight moment to allow said surprise to enter her expression. Really, beyond all the ways she might talk about Yuri and her weird (and mostly painful for the people around her) plans, she does trust the other girl. Yuri's already helped her before, after all, spent time with her..
Is she truly getting so afraid of ending up all alone that she's turning it into a self-fulfilling prophecy by turning people away since losing them might hurt in the future? ]
.. If you say so.. I'll trust you. [ her voice is a little softer, even if right after she still makes a brave attempt at sounding a little stronger, even if it doesn't fully succeed. ] If I end up finding a bug anywhere on my body I'm going to murder something.
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Is she truly getting so afraid of ending up all alone that she's turning it into a self-fulfilling prophecy by turning people away since losing them might hurt in the future? ]
.. If you say so.. I'll trust you. [ her voice is a little softer, even if right after she still makes a brave attempt at sounding a little stronger, even if it doesn't fully succeed. ] If I end up finding a bug anywhere on my body I'm going to murder something.