RL with Steve

[tenminutes]

[ Sometimes there are difficult situations and you just need a friend. Unfortunately, Yuri rarely actually went to her friends when she had difficult situations, but this wasn't something she knew the answer to and she did have a friend who was pretty well versed in stupid time shenanigans. Maybe it wasn't the same situation (or rather, it definitely wasn't) but this wasn't something that she wanted to share with anyone else.

She didn't even know if she wanted to share it with Steve, but she was going to try. You know, by popping on over there with a fake request to go mini-golfing. ]

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[tenminutes]

Sure. We can get you a Wii. [ She's sure he'd like the Wii more. More movement. ] I'll make you something in my world to make up for it.

[doyoufondue]

Alright then. Let's go get one of those. [ whatever that is!! :| ] You don't have to make me anything.

[tenminutes]

Well you have to pay the money back for the credit card right? I can make you something to sell. [ It's not a present, it's a return gift!? ]

[doyoufondue]

I have money, Yuri. I wouldn't worry about it.

[tenminutes]

I'm going to owe you one after today because I say so, games or not, so just let me do it or I'm going to end up getting you some kind of crazy mace again!

[doyoufondue]

I liked that mace. I still have it around.

[tenminutes]

Seriously?

[ How... you were gone for like 70 years, did your landlady keep it!? ]

[doyoufondue]

Seriously. I went to peek at my old building yesterday. It's some kind of art gallery Stark probably doesn't know he owns. They had a couple of things in their storage.

[ He gets up and gets a dusty box from the other room, pulling the mace out of it. One rusty mace. ]

See?

[tenminutes]

Wow, it's an ancient artifact now...

[ Ancient.

Yep she just called Steve ancient. No fucks. ]

[doyoufondue]

[ Ouch. ] Yeah...

[ And quietly putting it back and putting his little box down. ]

[tenminutes]

[ Whatever, she's older than she looks too. Maybe not that old, but Steve's still alive so it's actually kind of impressive okay??

And she doesn't actually think of Steve that old. Well, older than normal. ]

Let's go!

[doyoufondue]

[ Okay gets his wallet and keys. La la leaving the apartment ]

We can just go in a toy store for this thing, right?

[tenminutes]

I was thinking more a game store or a department store. They probably sell them in toy stores, but toy stores are really, really loud [ and a little bit depressing to people whose little sisters and brother were killed ] and more expensive.

[doyoufondue]

[ Right. No children. ] Game store then. I'm sure there's one around.

[tenminutes]

I don't know what the American ones are called.

[doyoufondue]

I don't either...

[tenminutes]

Uhg, let's just stay here then. I don't actually care.

[doyoufondue]

You sure? I'm sorry.

[tenminutes]

I don't actually care what we do, I just wanted to come over.

[doyoufondue]

Really? Just to hang out?

[tenminutes]

Mostly. I mean-- there's something that I want to talk about that I can't really ask anyone else but it's kind of annoying and depressing so let's just hang out.

[doyoufondue]

What is it, Yuri? I'm all ears. I can handle annoying and depressing. [ he can. look at his life. ]

[tenminutes]

None of this ever, ever, EVER leaves this room! Got it?

[ Yuri looks at him, quite seriously, then goes to sit on the couch arm. ]

If I stay with Battler after saving him, he doesn't ever get to really live. He'll want to love me until it destroys him because I'm always going to be a bratty, dead teenage girl who can't grow up with him or even let herself love him completely. If I leave him after saving him, he'll be heart-broken-- and that's if he ever accepts it because I can't tell him that the reason is because I don't have feelings for him without him knowing it's a lie, so I don't even know that he'd ever give up until it destroyed him. If I get over my problems enough to actually be able to have some semblance of a real relationship with him, I can't exist anymore.

[ She pauses, looking to the side, her voice a lot more quiet. ]

Even if I manage to pull off a miracle and save his life against every version of his world that there is, I don't know how to save him from me afterward.

[doyoufondue]

Got it.

[ Like he would have told anyone anyway. He's quiet, thinking this over and takes a seat, running a hand through his hair. Hmmm. ]

So you can be with him but... you can't. [ Sounds a little familiar. Different but- ]

Does he know the real reason?

[tenminutes]

You say that like he'd ever listen if I told him. I've mentioned that I might disappear to him before, and once he just said he'd try to find a way to bring me back. If I disappear it'll be someone else's life he's destroying if he did though. I hope he probably grew out of that idea, it was a while ago when he said it, but I think that shows how much he's willing to do to keep me with him.