[ But it is something she's experienced before. She knows what it feels like to have people you truly care about taken away from you. She knows what it's like to be happy one day and then be completely alone every day after that. Except this time it isn't sudden. It isn't wrong. The only things in common are going to be that she's the only one left, all alone, and that there's nothing she could do about it.
Helpless. Useless. Every time she tried to save or help Battler, it was just shoved in her face more that she could never do anything. Against Naoi, she was the one who needed to be saved. Against the evil Angel, she'd been the one to come limping back to the group and when she'd finally found a way to do something there, the repercussions managed to break even what she'd thought was possible in the afterlife and put a girl in a coma.
That pain was settling in again and the only way to stop it would be to be the bad guy, which isn't something she can do to them. That's the problem with caring too much. It mean you let go when you know you're doing more harm than good. ]
I love you.
[ She'd figured that out a while ago, but she'd never once told him. With everything feeling like it was slipping away... she wanted him to at least know. At least to hear it from her, if he already did know. Just in case she couldn't save him, like she couldn't hold onto anyone else, at least... At least he'd know. ]
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Helpless. Useless. Every time she tried to save or help Battler, it was just shoved in her face more that she could never do anything. Against Naoi, she was the one who needed to be saved. Against the evil Angel, she'd been the one to come limping back to the group and when she'd finally found a way to do something there, the repercussions managed to break even what she'd thought was possible in the afterlife and put a girl in a coma.
That pain was settling in again and the only way to stop it would be to be the bad guy, which isn't something she can do to them. That's the problem with caring too much. It mean you let go when you know you're doing more harm than good. ]
I love you.
[ She'd figured that out a while ago, but she'd never once told him. With everything feeling like it was slipping away... she wanted him to at least know. At least to hear it from her, if he already did know. Just in case she couldn't save him, like she couldn't hold onto anyone else, at least... At least he'd know. ]